Hello! I've move to http://yesiamchinese.tumblr.com/
Hopefully I wont abandoned the new blog *again*. See ya there!
Thursday, February 9, 2012
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Reading my mind
My thoughts:
I know its hard and has been all these while. It never is easy especially when we're used to entirely different commitments in previous relationships. What I hold by is that every person is different and the idea is to accept the other as how they are, with maybe some compromise on both. Even after all those sour times caused by our difference in personality; we're still here standing stong aren't we? I think that counts for something. I guess its what you get from placing two completely different souls on the same love boat.
Yup, there it goes, love. Said it and I'll say it again.
Those close to me know that if "trilobite" is a rare word then love is the same for my vocab. I don't really know why or how or when but yup, true enough, I fell for this girl. And timing couldn't have been worst.
I just started working when I met her but soon after, I got my dream job on which my entire focus was on my work. I tried to spend as much time as I can with her making sure that I've shown enough care before I left hoping that love would be enough for her to go by with when I'm gone. Hard I know and I'm feeling it too.
Being fresh is the oil sector basically means everything is new and offshore is the best place for me to learn the trade. So here I am, 18miles away from the nearest land and trying to make us work while working 15hrs shift. I feel its toll on the relationship but I'm holding on the fact that what we have is strong enough. Its not easy and won't get any easier in the next 7weeks but yea, we'll make things work.
Either way this goes, I've no regret on meeting her. I love her.
Surin
I know its hard and has been all these while. It never is easy especially when we're used to entirely different commitments in previous relationships. What I hold by is that every person is different and the idea is to accept the other as how they are, with maybe some compromise on both. Even after all those sour times caused by our difference in personality; we're still here standing stong aren't we? I think that counts for something. I guess its what you get from placing two completely different souls on the same love boat.
Yup, there it goes, love. Said it and I'll say it again.
Those close to me know that if "trilobite" is a rare word then love is the same for my vocab. I don't really know why or how or when but yup, true enough, I fell for this girl. And timing couldn't have been worst.
I just started working when I met her but soon after, I got my dream job on which my entire focus was on my work. I tried to spend as much time as I can with her making sure that I've shown enough care before I left hoping that love would be enough for her to go by with when I'm gone. Hard I know and I'm feeling it too.
Being fresh is the oil sector basically means everything is new and offshore is the best place for me to learn the trade. So here I am, 18miles away from the nearest land and trying to make us work while working 15hrs shift. I feel its toll on the relationship but I'm holding on the fact that what we have is strong enough. Its not easy and won't get any easier in the next 7weeks but yea, we'll make things work.
Either way this goes, I've no regret on meeting her. I love her.
Surin
Thursday, August 18, 2011
To be continue or not?
Hello all..im thinking whether i should continue writing here or just close it down? It's not that anyone gonna read it pun kan..except for my close friends. haha I can just rant at twitter and spam people's timeline if i got no place to write kan. :p
Oh well, anyways..nothing much have change since i last update my blog. Same job still. The only major change is about my relationship. For me, i guess there's no right or wrong decision. It just a decision that need to be made at that time. Hopefully there's not regret and I really wish the best for both of us.
And recently, i found someone who i can share my love with again. He's away for work now, and i really don't deal with distance that well. I would say it wasn't a smooth sailing relationship when it started till now. I cried a lot, like seriously a lot. And i know it's hard for him too. Both of us are 2 different people, so compromise and compromise. We will make things work k. :) I miss you Surin!
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Confuse.
Im slowly breaking into pieces inside. Trying hard to glue them back. Advices doesn't matter to me anymore. What was the question again? I don't even remember anymore. How can I find the answer then?
All I know is I'm confuse.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Mix em up!
Am having mix emotions now. Im having second thought. There's no more passion. and it's sad.
Friday, March 18, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
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